Dejections

Firstly, i regretted leaving my mates early just now.
Should have just stayed on,
and worst of all,
it was just to meet a 'female' friend to go home together.

Sammy,
I'm sorry,
i always say you're hoes before bros,
but in reality,
I'm just pot calling the kettle black.

Thank you for being there always,
Thank you for taking your precious time off to watch me play,
Thank you for giving those useful advices for improvement of my game,
Thank you for bearing with me whenever i lost control of my mouth,
You're one of the few great memories to bring back from poly days.

Oh God,
sometimes i wonder why did you create Eve as Adam's companion on Earth?
I've been very vulnerable,
please grant me the courage and strength to overcome this problem of mine.


Thank you lord that i'm still holding on to myself and not fallen to pieces.