another setback.

Totally missed that penalty shot.
Lucky my keeper managed to save the other shot,
and we're through to the next game for the last 16.

Current goals:
-Pick myself up from this penalty phobia
-Get into polite team
-Build up my fitness
-200 push-ups per day(almost there)

And i have a confession to make.
I still miss you dearly,
hoping to see your sweet smile everyday.
You're gone and i have to live with it.

God,
hope you answer my daily prayers,
watching over them,
giving them the strength to fight and live on.
Life ain't bad,
its we who have the power to decide whether is it good or bad.

you're still the missing piece in me.

words of heart

Recent unexpected turns of events made me realised,
in life,
you will meet lots of ppl,
most will eventually become friends of yours.
However,
not all friendship last forever,
some lost to reasons caused by both parties,
others lost due to uncontrollable events.
I'm glad that i made many friends along the way,
and sad for those that I've lost.
Nothing last forever,
so I think it ain't wise to rekindle those lost cause i had.
What ended should be left ended,
as it will never be the same as before.
Leaving them as sweet memories will be the best move.

I'm grateful to those who stick with me for these few months,
those guys and ladies who gave me the best offered decisions to make.

Especially you Sam.
Those emoing conversations we shared,
kinda bring back sweet yet angering memories.

Revival

Maybe now is not the right time,
u gave me signs along the way.
Maybe lord its all in your timing,
only when its the right time.

Give me the strength to be like him.

He's small
BUT
fast
strong
reliable.

Ashley Cole.


and have sucha beautiful wife. LOL