Just another day

Supposingly,
its our 4 months anniversary ever since we last started off again.
But its almost a year that we started off our chapter.
I'm still trying hard to accept those words of you saying that we could only be friends.
I can't help thinking that how come there isn't any turning back for us.
And i can't accept the fact that you want to be with other guys in future.

All these words,
makes me bleed internally.
This fate which i can't accept,
is worser off than being dead.

How i wish i can still call you my dear.
Just to blame myself for not cherishing you.
Leaving you with no choice but to leave me.

如果说分手是痛苦的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
回想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前

I guess the old saying was right.
I shouldn't have paid for that pair of shoes.

Just wanna say this,
maybe for the last time,
Chua Min Li,
I love you.