Fed-up with life.

Life is a living hell at home.
It's truly sick staying home facing with all of you.
You parents think my life is all about study la,
emotionally dead isit?
fucked up thinking of yours gotta changed,
although its right.
Both you been teenagers before,
still can say u never did anything bad to your parents before.
you were a fucking gangster in the past,
be glad i'm unlike you.
Both of you are always like that,
been 18 years under both of you,
still thinks i'm a 5 year old kid.
Seeing both of you worrying so much bout me going out late at night,
u are fucking kidding me.
Dun tell others that u both served the army,
worry so much,
how can our citizens rely on soldiers like you to protect our country?

And my mum thinks i'm a fucking casanova.
Talking with friends on the phone means i'm toying around with girls ar?
Go out means must be with girls only?
Fuck man,
thanks for having sucha impression on your only son,
appreciate it very much.

sometimes i really wonder,
did you adopted me?
Or am i really your flesh & bones?

Although i dun seems to be studying all the time,
i do care.
I dun blame both of you about the results i had,
Yea you can blame me,
but stop thinking i can't change.

Its about being practical,
my present GPA can't possibly get me into any local Uni.
Why the fuck i still squeeze my brain juice dry and study every moment?
I'm no nerd, geek or douchebag.

I'm still heartbroken man,
after all the good and bad times.
You still stand a chance,
make full use of it.
Dun let your parents down.

Running low on cash,
Common tests coming up.

Why do bad stuffs come all together?

Guess have to clear CTs first.
Parents never change,
dun really need to care bout them.

done updating.