words of heart

Recent unexpected turns of events made me realised,
in life,
you will meet lots of ppl,
most will eventually become friends of yours.
However,
not all friendship last forever,
some lost to reasons caused by both parties,
others lost due to uncontrollable events.
I'm glad that i made many friends along the way,
and sad for those that I've lost.
Nothing last forever,
so I think it ain't wise to rekindle those lost cause i had.
What ended should be left ended,
as it will never be the same as before.
Leaving them as sweet memories will be the best move.

I'm grateful to those who stick with me for these few months,
those guys and ladies who gave me the best offered decisions to make.

Especially you Sam.
Those emoing conversations we shared,
kinda bring back sweet yet angering memories.

Revival

Maybe now is not the right time,
u gave me signs along the way.
Maybe lord its all in your timing,
only when its the right time.

Give me the strength to be like him.

He's small
BUT
fast
strong
reliable.

Ashley Cole.


and have sucha beautiful wife. LOL

flashback.

Remember when we took the SPI tour you told me you love,
but now that you're fine,
you changed your mind,
I'm lost for words.
Remember the night we celebrated my birthday,
that was the night,
which make me decide,
to love you for life.

girls.

One might be bitching with u how bad the other is,
but u never know they are just using you as a dummy for ranting.
When you are looking for either one of them,
they ain't there for you,
full of excuses or worst,
not even a single reply
And you know what?
They are actually talking to each other,
bitching bout you?
or some other girls out there?

you'll never know.
thats why there no such thing as,
girls and guys becoming good friends.

you're my only tattoo.

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

What about us?

What about everything we've been through?

you know I never wanted to hurt you

What am I supposed to do?

I'll miss you

Why do you have to go?

I'm trying to understand

but I want you to stay

NOTHING,

After what happened today,
felt all this while,
I'm nothing but a servant to you.

I'm like your backup plan,
always last priority.
Whenever your friends turn you down,
you come to me thinking I will most probably be there for you.

what's up in your mind always seem to be the question,
you seems so swingy.
sigh

I dun need to make myself clear anymore.
Hope you have an enjoyable 19th birthday on friday.